YES MAN!

So its been a while since I last posted. This is because it has been a life changing two weeks! A lot has happened and it has been another great growing period in my life.

2 weeks ago I had two major auditions. One was a finals and the other was a first round. Both are fantastic opportunity's within the industry. The audition which was for the first round, after doing 3 rounds, I realised, I didn't really want. Instead of being honest with myself and my agent, I lied and carried on with the process. This was a mistake. I knew in my heart I didn't want this job particularly and I felt myself going into a dark hole. My anxiety went through the roof and I felt trapped. To top it off I was extremely unwell!

After having a major panic attack, I felt I hit rock bottom with my emotions and thoughts. I slowly realised if you are honest with your heart you can never go wrong.

It has taken me a very long time to realise I do not need to say YES to everything that is offered to me. Of course I am grateful for every opportunity thrown my way, however I have to listen to my heart and do what feels right in that moment of my life.

Regarding my work with my degree, I have made great process both with my essay and diagram. I have planned both and begun researching. I have come to realised I am particularly interested in the Shon practice of writing. I will really get started on everything next week, as these past two weeks I have been mainly focused on my professional practice. I will defiantly sign up for more great Skype sessions with my supervisors, weather it is for my module or not.

Until then kids....

CG xoxo